Juni, one thing i love about you is your optimism. Even though i do not know the circumstances surrounding your leaving/returning, the fact that when you do come back, you actually try to do things for DM makes me very happy. I just hope we can turn more members with that attitude into DM4L.
Right now we are talking in the staff forums about creating a DM "Character" or icon of some sort. If you want to help out, give it a try. Think along the lines of the nike check, or the footlocker referee.